Plans.

Feeling like I need a change in life at the moment. Tonight I ate chicken for the first time in eight years. I'm not sure why I did it, or if I enjoyed it or will do it again. I'm going to buy foundation for the first time in my life tomorrow. Actually, I've bought it once before when I was about 16 but I never used it because I didn't know how. Such a noob. But I feel like it's about time I started acting more grown up, seeing as I'm only a teenager for the next six months or so. Also on the same note, I need to be much more responsible with my money as of now. I have so many plans. I need to move out in the next couple of months. I need to start working on getting my license, which means driving lessons and eventually a car. I want to start travelling next year, really travelling. So I think I'm going to stop drinking/going out for meals for a while. Also I have a really terrible habit of borrowing money from friends the day or so before I get paid. I need to stop doing that and just accept the fact that I won't have money until I get paid. It's my own fault. I need to stop being so wasteful.

I need to get out of here.

Perth truly is the smallest city in the world. Maybe it's just the area I live in, but I am genuinely sick of how everybody seems to know everybody. The links between people stretch so far it's virtually impossible to meet someone completely new. I'm growing pretty sick of how this causes people to have pre-conceived ideas about certain individuals and even entire groups of people.

Moving away from here eventually will be a blessing.

Dreams.

Last night I had two of the most vivid and strange dreams.
In the first, I was pregnant and needed to have an emergency C-section, so my sister got a scalpel and cut a line right up the side of my stomach. Then my Mum decided that a C-section wasn't needed, so I just had to walk around and live my normal life with this cut up my side. But I kept getting contractions, and was convinced my baby was about to come any minute.
In the second dream, I was in a gift shop and found an envelope on the floor which had a birthday card and money in it. I walked out of the shop, tempted to take the money but then I saw that the birthday card was written to one of my boyfriend's friends, whose birthday is this Friday. So I took it back inside and found her friends. When I gave it to them they were suspicious because they'd thought that I'd stolen it.

All in all, not surprised I slept in until 10.30 with this kind of disturbed sleep.